Love?

I've had a few situations in my life where I thought I had been in love. Has there ever been a person who has effected you with just their presence? I have. So far in my life I have met two women that have had a physical effect on me when I am in their presence. I had a bad experience with the first woman; of course we were just juniors in high school at the time, and well high school girls tend to be very harsh. The other girl I just had a lot of trouble talking to. When we talked to each other, we would get very awkward and discuss things that I doubt either of us were interested in. I mean I remember running into this girl a few times outside of high school (this is a few months after it was over with), and the effect was pretty obvious. I could feel the effect throughout my nervous system. weak in the knees? No, try weak in the whole body. I felt like I was being strangled by an invisible force. I'll write more on this later, but I'd like some input and experiences.

Money

I'm usually pretty liberal with money more often than not. I've started to save money regularly, but I've began to notice that when you want to buy something it seriously disrupts my savings system. I work part time, so I don't make enough money to pay for too many things. I set up a system that I follow so I can save money, and effectively pay bills. As I said before it's pretty hard to follow when you want something, especially if its expensive. I've never had a high opinion of money; it's something that ensnares you into thinking too much in the numbers. I'm not sure what will happen if I let the desire to save take hold; I'm not sure if its a good thing, because it is an intense feeling. I think I'm going to just let it go.